I’m amazed when I see how long it took me to clear up my mind and understand. Realize I needed to get so far away from this, to finally overcome the spell that was cast upon us. We’ve planted an evil seed. Brain is not receiving information rationally. Shadow is growing. It takes a couple of steps back sometimes to get a good clean sight of all of the damage, and the fights, all the goddamn fights. People are just like mirrors reflecting energy what ever you send me you better watch out cause it’s coming back at you I’m searching for, a way to escape from this vicious circle, I’m caught in this dark storm I’m not who I m supposed to be.